Covid-19 RATs and PCR tests calls

It kind of feels weird saying this, but I never thought I'd be contributing in a small way to contain the spread of covid-19, if it can be considered that. I am taking calls to place orders to send out one or more RAT(s) and one or more PCR test(s) or DTS test(s) to the relevant address.

I am fully aware it's not frontline work or advising any government or being part of any government decisions whose goal is trying to keep up with and contain covid.

However I am having an effect on a human and/or emotional level and possibly decreasing the workload on all frontline workers who have been going full tilt. It is strange to think what I say could have a real impact on a human life but I suppose in a way you get used to it; even though I just started. It brings covid to me on more of a realistic and tangible level when I'm talking to people and placing orders to send out tests to them.

So far none of the callers have sounded extremely concerned about their health and most if not all are living with others.

I don't know how long I will be receiving these calls but it is definitely a bit surreal and a shock to the system. I never really doubted covid was real, I actually know two people who have been infected with it and they're close to me. But the simple act of speech from someone who is infected is another level and this is the first time I have directly heard it. My close friends didn't speak to me, they messaged me. I feel comfortable saying I have never had covid unless I have without realizing so I have no personal experience (to draw on).

It feels a bit like an out-of-body experience but for me I'm not that surprised - I always seem to be connected to 'big' events or places or situations or I myself seem to impress: the Christchurch earthquake, I was in NZ for the Rugby World Cup 2011 and 2015, I was at Heathrow when they had tanks there (I think it was soon after 9/11), I saw Adele live, I've been on an A380, I was in Hong Kong and Viet Nam during SARS, I've been to the Auckland Lantern Festival (Auckland’s largest annual festival and New Zealand’s largest Chinese cultural festival), I've been on the TGV several times and the bullet train from Beijing to Shanghai, I have a connection to France and so the 2015 attacks and when Notre-Dame was on fire in 2019 it hit me, hard; among other 'big' events or places or situations or I myself am interesting.

I'm tired mentally too because you're 'waiting' for the call and when/if it does you spring into action. And my normal routine has been 'scuppered' and I think the word discombobulated, which Chris Hipkins used, applies here.

- A.M.