Fall off

I decided April was going to be when I got back into my resolutions because I kind of fell off. My definition.

But today an expected came up so that will probably not happen. It's a bit 'annoying' because I was going to really be more into them in the sense I was going to do them when I said I would. I am fed up but also fighting.

I am such a hypocrite these days and I will explain why but I just am waiting, I think, for the time. It's inside me, but the actual act of typing it out is different.

It will come out, and then hopefully it will be out of my system then. That's a thing I think I've found out -

Ok, actually falling asleep.

That's me.

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Continuation on 2nd April.

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I've found out - sometimes when it's expressed outwards, then I'm done with it. Or a lot of 'baggage', 'what I was holding on to' is lessened a lot.

In any case, I can't remember if I had more to say.

So the unexpected happened and wasn't fixed. So round two tomorrow, maybe. Then I can get on with my resolutions and getting 'back on my feet' so to speak. I've done well myself. Then maybe I can actually settle into the routine not only do I want, but is healthier.

If . No. I'm not going into more detail. It will be saved for that post. And I will stop talking about said post because then it might be a big thing eagerly awaited for when it isn't really.

- A.M.